Clit on My Hand

My third Hypnokink event and the best one yet. Rose who I met at the last event took over hosting duties sharing with Sly. They played off each other quite well, it was the most informative and organized much yet which is impressive since they both just winged it.

We all did a group trance to fingure out our modalities. Rose guided us through a trance of opening the drawer in the fridge and grabbing a apple, starting with visualizing the apple, then tossing the apple up and catching it, then biting into the apple and tasting it. I could vaguely visualize the apple, a green Granny Smith with the stick code still attached and felt it a little more when I imagined catching it my hand. I couldn’t imagine the taste but could hear the sound of crunching into the apple.

We later broke off into groups. Leo and Samatha new to the Sanctuary followed us into the dungeon. We talked and then sly put me into trance. We sat on the stairs of the stage and his hand traced along my back and shoulder, a reassuring touch as I could feel myself slumping lower and lower. After I was brought back up Leo tried on Samatha, I listened but focused on the feel Slys touch as he continued to caress me, I enjoy the way he touches me so much, it puts me at such ease.

After a quick discussion we back to the lounge resuming our spots on the couch. I looked at sly and I don’t know what triggered it, maybe it was just me wanting to, but my head started getting floaty. Sly teased me telling me not yet, not letting me fade and having me focus on him, to obey him and not go to sleep. He gently put a finger under my chin guiding me to look at him and encourage me not to drop.

My submissive heart struggled to obey but my mind wanted nothing more to go back into trance. His voice got lower and though his words told me not to his voice was pushing me further down. I kept my eyes on him but could feel my vision going crossed eyed, his face so close to mine I couldn’t decide which eye to focus on, the result was my eyes flicking back and forth which had the effect of making everything a little fuzzier and my mind a little blanker.

He eventually put me into trance. Then I recall him saying ‘let’s have some fun’ and he proceeded to put my clit on my hand, the first knuckle of my index finger. He has told the story at every Hypno munch so far putting a girls clit on her hand and tonight when he told Joe and Sam how he has done this trick with partners I turned to them and said he hasn’t done that to me yet.

My inner skeptic didn’t really think it possible and while still not what I would expect it did have an effect on me, more than I was expecting. He would rub my knuckle and my body did begin to respond. Not the same as direct clitorial stimulation. Occasionally though my clit would respond, not as much as I would have like but more then I expected.

He brought me out of trance and continued toying with my knuckle. He commanded I edge and I fought to not be noticeable as all the couches were occupied by others. My fingers dug into Sly’s arm and I fought off any convulsions but as he rubbed my knuckle the sensation only increased. Ususally he gives me a command to release but he did not so I kept edging riding the wave until I eventually let the feeling fade as Slys attention was brought into a conversation in the corner of the room.

After the conversation his focus came back to me. He put a finger under my chin easily guiding my gaze into his.

He talked about how my pleasure belongs to him, that I can only cum when he allows and I am a good girl that obeys so I won’t cum without permission. Anytime he talks about taking control I always sink deeper, I am a slut for control and it turns me on giving away my free will to him to take.

It’s beginning so gradually, him taking a little bit here and there. I love the slow progression know we are working towards more. Right now I still have the control. I could stop or take a step back anytime and while I want to rush ahead I know that this journey will be far more satisfying as it slowly unfold word by word in this journal.

This trance felt so easy and everything I experience something new I feel excited and jittery with a new sense of hope. I am able to push some of my doubts away and feel confident with time and patience I will get to where I want to be.