What I Keep Finding in Him (Updated as needed!)

There are so many little things I enjoy and think he should eventually know

7/14/20262 min read

The way he hugs me, so much taller than I am, his chin resting lightly on top of my head.I feel small safe and secure.
When he wraps his arms around me from behind, one arm draped gently around my neck.
His touch, its sensual soothing and calming, Something I didn’t know I needed.
When he gropes my breast through my bra.
The way he looks up at me when I grind on his leg, his calm demeanor as I get needy and desperate.
The quiet confidence in the way he takes my hand and naturally leads, never demanding, simply expecting me to follow.
The simple little “pet pets” messages that somehow always make me smile.
Hearing him call me “good girl” or “good doll.”
Listening to him talk about the things he’s passionate about, watching how animated and engaged he becomes.
His calm, steady confidence.
He never twitches or fidgets, it’s so calming for me to be around especially when I am twitchy or fidgety.
That he keeps talking comfortably even when I grow quiet, never rushing to fill the silence or making it feel awkward.
Durning our first scene in the dungeon and he would wrap around me from behind and whisper in my ear “Is my girl doing okay?”
He remembers things I say and mentions or asks about it. Ie macrame (plant bondage) or asking how my work board meeting went
When I tell him something important or address my needs he says “good doll’ which makes me feel I can and should continue to bring up things in the future.
Every time we get together and part for the night he always walks me to my van, gives me a kiss and tells me to text him when I get home. I love being told to text him when I get home safe!
Ever touch he gives is reassuring and calms me
When he checks in and asks if I am ok
When he wears jeans and button up shirt, so sexy! I love rubbing my hand over his chest and toying with the buttons of his collared shirt
The way he laughs at himself in a positive way
His blonde arm hair, I love touching his arms and how his hairy arms feel under my fingertips
Seeing him being a dog dad to Dieter, he loves him so much and it’s adorable
When he rambles on about something he is geeky or passionate about
His boots, even watching him put them on turns me on, wanting to grind on his foot, a kink I didn’t even know I had till I met him for the first time and saw those boots. I feel disappointed anytime he wears tennis shoes (which is rare)
When he reaches for my hand when we go out… though I wish he would do it more
When he opens the car door (or any door) for me
When he pets me or strokes my hair or face and I instantly start falling into trance
Just being around him can me feel fuzzy and floaty
When he is possessive and calls me “Mine”
Anytime he talks about taking control
He cares about my input on what I want to do or try (which can be hard when I ultimately just want to give up control)
He doesn’t pressure me to show my body even though I know he wants nothing more then to see my tits
I know he will respect any boundaries I have
His cock! It’s fucking perfect and I want to worship it!
His body, he is so sexy that it is almost unnerving

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